I don’t know much about music. However, I have been told that in classical music each piece must resolve. In the same way, you have to resolve. Until you resolve you will be going here and there. You’ll be scratching your head about things. You’ll be attaching yourself to this idea or that. You’ll be stumbling around knocking things over. You’ll be bumping into things. It’ll be one disaster after another. But don’t worry. Just keep at it. Keep stumbling around. Keep knocking things over. One way or another, if you keep at it, you will resolve. Everything resolves in the end. You will resolve too.